appointment due

back off to the hospital tomoro for my monthly appointment...
my bloods were still a bit low and i was really wiped out last time i was there so they are still keeping an eye on me. not a bad thing, and i could really do with the break from work as it's been sooo mad busy and is only going to get worse before it gets better thanks to a rebrand i need to deliver before i head off to california for xmas.

and on top of that i'm trying to get out of work as early as poss as it is so nice having my daughter here for me to hang out with - even when we are doing nothing but sitting here watching english telly = we both love mr stephen fry sooo much! and he just used the saying 'dagenham smile' for ass crack, lol!!

so back to hospitally bits, ugh!
well more doctory really - its taken me almost 3 weeks to get my citalopram refill and because of that i'm actually more stressed out and teary-eyed than usual. first the computers were down so they couldn't print my rx, like what did they do B4 computers???? i remember when doctors actually handwrote them...but then i remember when dentists didn't wear gloves too.

then the px wasn't at the chemist when i finally had time to pick up on my way to work, so phoned and hopefully sorted - will see tomoro - but will also ask hepnurse if she'll give me a month's worth so i can stockpile in case this ever happens again - because seriously i don't think my lovely fiancee could take much more of this. or my colleagues.

if i can't score more anti-d's i may be single and unemployed very soon!

blah.

just blah.

there is a big long weekend looming and i'm not well enough to fly my tired ass anywhere sunny.
so i'm just blah.

london might be a bit nice tomro and monday - just maybe though.

friday

wow.
that was one loooong week!
thursday night's boat party was okay, i wore my best chloe and scandotrash cruisewear and sat up on deck holding court as the music was sooo bad that i wasn't going to bother dancing - as i've said elsewhere - i'm saving up my dancing for ibiza's closing parties in september!!!!

next day though my ass and everything else was truly kicked.
everything hurt again and tired tired tired - still it was a nice friday having lots of meeting with production companies that have become friends. i am lucky that i love me work! it pushes me through when all i want to do is cry and sleep...which is what i did last night, as tired and hurting is not the best way to go into a shot weekend.

usual 5am wake up, so downed some painkillers but couldn't get back to sleep, so joined the daughter who was passed out on the sofa to watch some old skool star trek episodes. but yuck! there was cucumber stuck to the remote...well at least when she drunkenly snacks it is healthy stuff, lol. so 1pm and finally back in bed all achey breaky - going to get myself together and go to the gym though for some gently gently exercise to try to loosen up these painful joints!

wish me luck...the weather isn't looking too good either.
gotta love the english summer. not.

monday not a funday

ugh...still in bed and fighting to stay awake.
the only thing that woke me up was a couple work calls from ppl that are out of the office so forgot monday is my sick day. no biggie...but now i'm up i know if i sleep all day i'll never sleep tonight and be dead dead dead on my feet/ass tomoro - which i really dont need.

am so busy, working on great projects, but still all i seem to do is work/sleep.

oki oki i fuck and crochet too!

have added the link to the octopussy pattern to my sidebar for anyone that wants it.
you'll notice i changed mine a little bit (and they still don't have eyes)

xxx