this week has been...

strange...i thought that i'd posted last night from my igoogle widgety thing but it doesn't seem to have happened...and it's lost. like me.

things were so looking up with the fiance.
i'd taken humble's suggestion and txt'd him that i loved him and then we met up and things felt more back to normal - how they were before he was layed off work. until i had to push it.
i just really really want things to move on and to live together, i miss having him in my life 24/7.

at least it was after a nice dinner at an italian place that we found to eat.
tis the first time we've italian outside italy at a restaraunt not owned/cheffed by his family.
it was lovely! except they had strega and he made me drink it. so not my favourite.

so if i drink strega for him why can't he move in for me???
if you've had this drink you know it's a fair trade!!!

was a very strange thing to toast my mom's all clear from her biospy.
i'd been holding my breath for her as now i know what it's like to be waiting for results.
but she's ok - so high fives!!!

belated happy new year

quik one!

second day back in london and back at work in our shiny new office...

sorry to everyone i didn't see back home - got sucked into the family thing and just had too much to do in too little time.  hopefully see you in spring.

xxx

last shot done

sick sick sick...this morning has been spent in a full body cramp.
am sooo glad i only had to do 24 weeks - i really admire people who do a full 72...and sometimes they have to do it twice. yikes! fingers crossed this has worked for me!

and naples is booked.
we fly to rome at the crack of dawn on thursday morning
i'm really looking forward to seeing the fiance's big big extended family - especially the kids!
...and some nice sunny weather. london is currently dreary greay and rainy. ugh.

easy like sunday mourning...

i am so wiped out today, but it was so worth it!
sitting here post-romp having vegan chocolate booja booja froxen stuff for breakfast with my 3rd big mug of earl grey washing down the heavy painkillers...which aren't making a dent in the migraine that is travelling down my back.
still. the fucking may have worn me out but soooo nice.
i LOVE my fiance SO much.

and yesterday spent the day with his family so that is why i'm more under the weather than usual for a treatment sunday...started out at the very very american psycho designery restaraunt down on regents street, then hopped in a cab to sit outside cafe kick on exmouth market while the boys played baby foot. it was a lovely chilled relaxed eurotrash day surrounded by family and old friends drinking fresh squeezed orange juice in what little sun there was.

paying the price today though.
n way was i going to get my ass up to camden for sunday lunch.
anyway, my option rocks!