i still don't like mondays

still not over last week's crash yet...woke up again burning with fever and chills and aching evrywhere - even my breasts, and i know i've not done anything to warrant that as just been too. damn. ill. this treatment weekend. emotionally i'm still completely wiped, really ca't face work tomoro and am being a bitch to the fiance. o dear. i can't wait til this treatment no longer controls my life...

...especially today while i'm home ill and wiped out and there are free tickets to the metal hammer awards and boat party sitting on the living room table. i want to cry. so many of my homeboys like slayer and incubus are in town and there is no way that i'm up for socialisin' today. ugh! and as my daughter just said - no teetotalers allowed on this cruise - double ugh!

i want my life back.

today is a good day to...

i've actually had a good day today - moodwise, overall feeling not too bad except for headachey-wise, and i launched a new site today that totally fucking rocks!

i know it sounds weird but the only thing that i did differently is sipped strawberry flavourd soy milk when i felt a bit hungry/dizzy rather than just drink water all day - maybe this helped!

so i'm off to look at the spa list for our weekend away.
need to pickout everything i want to do before i crash tonight...

...uh - oh i have the sniffles!

ugh.