spoke way too soon!

the sun did really hit me...

it took alot longer than a usual old regular sunburn so know its the meds.
bout midnight my back and arms were red red red and my latest injection mark itchy titchy!

ugh.

higher factor and less time 0ut in it - but i'm determined to get SOME sun this year if i am stuck on my backside feel poo.

inbox of doom...

so yesterday i finally felt up to looking at my personal emails.
there was one for me from my dad titled 'gluten free ideas' that went on to tell my one of my mom's best friends had just passed away...then further down the inbox i opened an inbox titled chris gaffney benefit to find out that the hacienda brother had passed away from liver cancer...as you can imagine this hit me really really hard with the whole hepC liver thing.

i should never read private emails at work!

especially as i'm having the period from hell today and shouldn't even be getting them considering i'm on depo provera...ugh. i'm sure its side effects from all the meds that i'm on.

but now i'm double pukey and have to go out with work tonight because they especially chose a chinese place with lovely vegan options for me.

and wardrobe completely malfunctioning today.

i've bled through my faded black jeans, the weather has changed and its thunder/lightning/hail and i'm wearing little audrey hepburn flats and have no scarf or umbrella!

of course i am at oxford circus but was very uninspired by today's lunchtime shop.
caroline where are you when i need you!!! lol...

i. am. fucked.

fridays i thought were supposed to be my good days but 2 weeks in a row i've woken up with migraines that i can't shake...i'm reckoning that it's because by friday that the week has just plain caught up with me. i'm only working 4 days a week (and maybe 1 at home) but these are media days - so i didn't even finish til late late last night due to launching a really important new ad...and the earliest time i left the office all week was 20:00. ugh...

so physically/mentally/emotionally by fridays i am fucked.

did my 6th shot last night and within a few hours was in THE MOST FOUL MOOOD ever, and sicker than a sick sick dog, hardly slept, and when i finally got up for morning meds i managed to leave the burners on under the pans i was re-heating for breakfast...i've not done that since 7th grade when i was back in utah and was being rushed to church one sunday morning!

still...it took me 2 hours to figure it out and also to eat my small little breakfast burrito of rice and beans, but at least my pots aren't ruined! its scary though that it even happened. as i've said before, i'm called rainman at work because i'm just. so. that. way.

and now i am scared to cook when i'm home alone in case i forget to turn the stove off and burn down the house...i better stock up on avocadoes and take away tofu pies then!

but i better keep them in some tupperware...
because i'm not home alone!
i seem to have been joined by the fattest slowest mouse ever which makes me think its pregnant and i better do something quick...like get a cat!

i don't mind if a cat catches a mouse as that is knda the natural order of things!

and i can't bring myself to be species-ist and kill the mouse myself as it has just as much right to live here as i do....