words to live by

i now have an infected cyst that is 6cm x 5cm on my ribcage where my bra rubs. it's the most painful thing ever! am taking so many pain meds but they seem to wear off hours before i should take me anymore...altho i am reminded of the 'pain specialist' nurse at the hospital i had my breast lift at - she told me - " if you are in pain and waking, you can take more"....words to definitely live by.

but the fever is so high and the immune system so low that i worry and feel like i should be halfway coherent to know how bad it is - if that makes any sense? once the blondeboy gets here tomoro, i can relax as there will be someone to take care of me...

my daughter is here but i don't want to worry her too much as she's got lots of shows booked this week. she has just started singing, did her first gig last saturday and already did tv last night! i'm even more proud of her than i ever was before...

and i didnt think that was possible.

monday monday

still feeling really really tired and achey, but oki.
worked a bit from home today then had lunch up on the roof...well okay not really lunch, more painkillers washed down with a 0.0% cobra beer. but still yummy and refreshing. the only thing that really sounds good is sorbet and i've none in the house so had to make do!

and have a day booked off work tomro - am planning on going to a gig tomoro night and do not want to be too wiped or stuck at work too late to make it. murder by death are one of my favourite bands ever, and i've not seen them since they were here at the beginning of last year. i don't know how to describe them - but their recordings don't do their live performances justice at all.

also as i have the day off i really really want to see the crocheted coral reef at the hayward.
i cant believe that it closes at 18:00 most nights - how are very many pe0ople going to get to see it? seems a bit shortsighted to me, but crafty things seem to always be sidelined....too womens institute for the wider public i guess...

i'm soo old skool. lol.