one more day

i should really be packing to go see fishie right now but just soo tired from work that all i've managed to do is drink the rest of the pink wine left over from last night and text my nice punker ex...the one that also has hepC...i've still got his dogtags and i really want to return them to him before we both die - we both seem to be on the same self-destruction course right now.

i'm actually quite a mess and have double taken my prozac again to try to help me through the evening so i can hold it together long enough to pack...

worried as i'm quickly running out of my anti-d's and it's getting more and more difficult to get my rx for them. i might txt my hep nurse tomro and tell her i'm in a bad place to see if she can help me. fingers crossed.

and 6 months blood test first thing monday morning!

the best thing about...

cobra 0% beer?

(well besides it being alcohol free)

is that i can put my vitc/zinc drops straight into it.

not something i'd usually do with real beer!

but then i never really used to drink real beer.
i do miss pink champagne though....

another countdown.

i am fake bake sprayed, freshly pinkly pedicured and my bag is packed with lots of little clothes - like my sexy 40's style black one piece swimsuit, as well as some crochet to while away the hours on the beach...now just off to my hospital appointment then i can really truly start this vacation!

phew. i really need this.

my manga

my hair has finally got to the point that i need to do something about it again. there is another big fiance family lunch on july 15th and i want to look nice for it, so booked in a hair consultation this morning - at aveda as usual...and top stylist there leanna helped me decide to chop my thin dry brittle long scrawny locks into a brutal sharp angular asymmetric manga type bobbed hairstyle. my appointment is next week so let's hope i'm well enough to go.

it's very exciting! it has been 5 years since i cut my dreadlocks off and years since i had an actual betty page style hairdo. i'm getting boring and brown and middle aged - we cannot have that! so i'll have a nice new look for the big heppers picnic in mote park in july.
(if you are coming or want to come please ping me so i know who to look out for!)

but i've overdone it again, and at least i'm getting better at taking breaks during overdoing it...
today while i was out i HAD to get some food as i've gone off all my usual vegan treats.
(which is gonna cause problems i think)

so i walked over to the new renovated outdoor shopping mall thingy that still looks like a french sci-fi film set (not a bad thing, especially considering the new hair i'll have next week) and then went into space.nk and bought some bumble and bumble dark brown hair powder. this will help me bouf up the bob when i want to...

then i had a little sit down in the sun to rest.

also bought lots of new bright nail polishes in oranges and pinks to cheer myself up a bit and because i smeared my manicure and pedicure yesterday as i was rushing to change into something smart to get to another lovely family thai meal in fitzrovia. 'north soho' as lame trendies and property developers now like to call it, is so much nicer than the hassle of soho or covent garden. i love it and glad to be working and hanging out back in it.

so back to today's food though...my sweet sweet tooth is still going strong so i bought baklava again, yum! and i don't know what it is or why i've got an appetite but i've already eaten 2 pieces so far today...yikes...but yum!

if i'd planned ahead i could have bought some vegan food to take to the hep BBQ tomoro evening, but guess i'll just grab some stuff on the way instead...see some of you tomoro!
wow so many social events in one post!

first day back

so i made it through my first day back at work after vacation/startin treatment and i'm even entertaining the thought of a bit of gym later on...that is if there is still time after i go round the shops near here to look for some new bedside lamps. i've never ever been a good sleeper, even with the exhaustion of hepC - but now i seem to be really erratic - so i need some nice new bedside lamps to allow me to switch on and read while remaining all warm and cuddly in my bed with the fiance...

...that's until i find a nice pink nintendoDS!