catching up for lost time!

two updates in one day...

so if you dont want to read all the wibble wabble gabble below here is a quick list of the beginning of my post-treatment overhauls.

1. hair still falling out badly in handfulls, but getting my aveda chocolatey fudge brown colour touched up on oct 18th then lovingly blowdryed before heading off to friends' wedding party
2. botox booked for evening of oct 8th so hopefully i will not be able to move my face or neck by the 18th
3. perfume shopping at liberty sale tomoro night as have gone off my usual lovely vanilla scents and now need spicy orange yumminess
4. eyebrow threading and dyeing and llama lashes tinted blue black tomoro lunchtime
5. dentist! getting my choppers sorted for the wedding starts october 21st
6. next thing is to book in with GP to get all the niggles that we ignored during treatment sorted...
7. about to do some yoga - lovely fiance bought me the Let's Yoga tutorial for my cute little pink nintendo DS
   

so what did you do today?

my big fat italian wedding...

i am absolutely wopped out today...
(that is a cross between wop/wiped, lol)

spent yesterday trying not to be the moody fiancee with family that was here visiting.
had a really lovely lunch, altho even the 5 yr old managed to out eat me...

the fiance's cousins are both nurses and kept asking me if i was okay as i must have looked like shit even with all my glowing body lotion, lip gloss, and mascara - think it was the constant full body yawns that gave it away.

wanted to tell them what was goin' on but as i've not told my family figured blurting it out to the fiance's probably wasn't the best idea. need to keep schtum as no idea who all will be turning up to wedding...not that i know when it will be yet - but have decided it will be italy! just wish my brain wasn't so mushed right now as i'd really like to spend my down days learning to speaka the lingo.

classes are completely out right now as all my energy is used on work and fucking.
so i'm making due with some podcasts and when my brain is more engaged this week may sign up for some online learning packages just to get the ball rolling...

ciao!

eight and three

8th shot last night.
as my tx twin humbleheart has said - we are not a third of the way there.
whew. the time has flown but also feels slow - i guess because so many things are on hold for now until after tx...like the wedding planning, buying new bras, etc etc.

3rd morning on anti-d's.
and not as zingy as that 1st morning that i felt like i was on an E...but good enough.
makes me wonder how low i actually was if to normlise me makes me high!
but besides the clumsiness and having to waste the feeling on working my day job, i'm not complaining. just lucky that i work in an industry where alot of other people are off their faces too so nobody really minds, lol.

off to visit a friend i've not seen for ages today - if we both feel up to it that is.
he's having chemo for pancreatic cancer so thought we could spend the day vegging out together. might pop along to aveda on the way and buy him a lovely candle. just hope i don't pick a flavour that turns his stomach and makes him feel worse!