just home from knitclub

ugh...
just realised that i didn't give fishie a pillow to sleep with on the spare bed!
i am such a bad bad hostess...altho in all fairness it was the lovely fiance that set the room up.
so sorry sista!

well i'm still SOOOOO stressed about my blood test results.
so much doubt inside me that tis actually worked. which is so not like me at all.
i know that positivity breed positivity but for some reason this has me REALLY worried.
still to the point of tears.

no time to stop the citalopram!

at least the election last night took my mind off of everything.
i stayed up till after mc cain conceded.

wow.
what an interesting change.

makes me want to move back home!

if only i could get a job back there...

krishna krishna hare hare

i really really really overdid it yesterday but it was worth it...
went to the hare krishna festival of giant chariots in trafalgar square. it was so good to be surrounded by such positivity and love and belief and smiles!
just want i needed.

made some new friends and ran into some old friends.
they gave me a beautiful sari to wear and a nice sparkling bhindi for my forehead - i forgot how much i love wearing bhindis and it made me feel so old that i dont get as adventurous as i used to with my clothes anymore.

maybe its the tits that just seem to grow and grow - they are hard to accomodate!
but i'm looking forward to being the older woman that doesn't give a flying fuck about fashion.
and i do have to say...that if i was to ever adhere 100% fully to a religion again - it would be krishna, just for the fashion - and the love. i had a smile on my face from ear to ear all day!