monday in bed

actually too tired/feverish to post but will update you all soon - hope everyone else is doing better than me!

monday morning back in bed

...but this time because of snow!
and london just seems to be closed.

i must have got the last train back into london from fishie's last night as the fatman i was spposed to have a meeting with this evening is still stuck in yorkshire. got back to a very very very pretty snow covered london - quieter streets than usual and the usual road construction around here meant alot of the sidestreets were untouched...but also meant no buses, and with the victoria line on usual weekend lockdown there was no chance of a nice reunion with the lovely fiance...so my daughter and i had a lovely bottle of wine and got a bit tipsey then joined some strangers on the street for a midnight snowman building competition (photos to follow)

so i'm double prozac'd and in bed working...

...might finally see the fiance if the snow resides and the one tube line that is running still holds!

now is wish i'd just stayed in bristol with fishie though.
miss taking the isis dog for walks - today would be brilliant in this weather!

humpday. not literally. yet....*wink*

so still struggling with everything...
monday night's aches and pains were so bad that i could even watch tv or play on my cute little pink nintendo ds...so the fiance decided to re-enact the old english soap opera brookside for me using sock puppets in my dimly lit bedroom. i was pissing my self with laughter so bad that jimmy corkhill and sinbad were socks that i finally had to have him stop!

now to cheer me up he keeps taking off his socks at work and mms'ing me new puppets he's making...yes this is a man that is head of production of one of the biggest digital agencies, lol...but i love him because he's no more mature than a 12 year old geeky skater boy....but a 12 year old geeky skater boy with a HUGE salary....

...the fiance has told me to just fuck work if it's too much for me and he'll support me.
i hate to rely on someone that much but i know that if i don't start to feel better and less fed up soon that i'll have to do something as can't jeopardise being long term clear because i'm not allowing my body what it needs to heal.

and still constantly feeling like crying.
i know i've done the right think reducing the anti-d's and my friskiness has quadrupled and my hair trigger *sparkle* gun is coming back...so to me it's worth it. can't have a lovely fiance around 24/7 and not enjoy the indulgence!

especially as we are talking more about wedding plans and maybe still doing it in italy...but with some sort of party in england for the non-nomadic nomads of course...and how cool would it be to get tenacious D to play!!! we already know the raging horns will!!!

aw...hope you are all having a good day.

suicide orchid

the slightest thing is stressing me out at the moment...
one of my lovely suicidegirl friends just stopped by on her way home from work and brought me the most beautiful orchid plant. problemo is that i don't know how to take care of it! and she is coming back in a fortnight to bring me a monday night dinner (monday is one of my down days, kinda working from home) and i'm going to feel really really really bad if it's dead when she comes back!

yikes.