Tuesday, May 12, 2009

blood blood gimme blood

fishie reminded me that i need to get my bloods done...
work has been madness lately, so much so that i've hardly had time to eat (making up for it by beer in the eve) and the anxiety of losing my job now i'm alone is pushing me into overworking even when i'm exhausted, so i've not taken the time to go to the hospitl and wait - i hate that i can't make an appointment to have it done!

so next week before i head off on my scandoland adventures i have to get lots of tests.
escpecially will be interesting to find out my hormone levels...i'm needing them alot lately! which is what i just keep trying to focus on getting away rather than all my internal wobbles at the moment. i still can't believe that everything got so messed up. i miss my best friend - feeling so hollow without him...

i wish i could be stronger!

3 comments:

Fishwhiskers said...

But u are strong! One of the strongest people I know!! Just focus on Stockholm now and the wonders that await u there. Wish I could come with u ... or at least play fly on the wall LOL

xxxx

My Other Blog said...

I know how you feel about working. Since my husband walked out, I've been obsessed with my job - since it's the only thing that keeps me from being a bag lady.

H. Heart said...

hey have fun and be careful. sounds like a nice holiday. All will work out.