Sunday, March 22, 2009

food glorious food

i've gone from hardly eating anything at - first from tx, then stress then from tummy fluey something, but now i'm feeling the urge to stress eat from depression and anxiety and fear...so i've tried to figure out my 'safe' food - something that i've worked on previously with hypnosos - only then i still at fish all the time so it was a fishy safe food, and now with the yucky belly i've not been very adventurous - and chosen rice. yup, rice. rice made with vegan broth so at least it has a bit of taste...

made some last night and plan to keep some always on the hob so if i feel like binging at least it'll be there...altho this may all be quite moot as i'm going to be taking part in an art project by charting my weight for 13 days onto a music scale and then having it played by an orchestra and turned into a cellphone ringtone!

so last big meal tonight - as tis english mothers day and my daughter is coming over to make me a big thai dinner when she is finished filming today...

2 comments:

H. Heart said...

Happy Mothers Day!
Nice to have a meal prepared for you.
Looking forward to coming over there.

Changedit said...

Happy Mothers Day from me too. Wish my daughter cooked me a meal, I didn't even have a greeting. Still, they celebrate Mothers Day in Germany in May, so there is hope yet.

xxx