still catching up on life

been tired and busy...
got the lovely migraine back today and so not tooled up for it anymore.
nothing not even codeine is making a dent in the pain.

and speaking of pain.
noticed my ankle was really really bruised and scraped the other morning but dn't remember bashing it - i mean its not like a lot of nights are spent drunk and falling over are they? the real strange thing though is the bruise is where my 'extra ankle' has been for about a decade since i messed it up sparring in kick/tai boxing.

now my extra ankle is gone!

i have no idea what happened. very very strange.

so off home to crochet and rest.
am off to biza next thursday for 8 days...wohoo.
and how jammy is it that it only cost £120 on top of what work are paying for to stay out another 4 days...enought time to get tattooed by my friend that runs inkadelic out there!

end of the month...end of treatment.

i do my last shot tomoro night.

have still got most of next week booked off work to celebrate and the latest plan is still to spend from wednesday night (when i start to feel better and after my hospital appointment) in naples! am really looking forward to seeing the fiance's family - especially the kids! but being on this damn hepC treatment has meant that my brain is mush and i've not managed to learn any italian at all...so my plan is to get some baby/kids books and have the kids teach me.

hope it works!

so anyway, tonight i celebrated my last night of treatment with the girls from work.

we went to ping pong on eastcastle street and i ordered my favourite cucumber/apple juice drink...it was a long long meal and i started to fall asleep (as usual) then the bill came and my friend/boss realised that they'd charged us for gin and cucumber! i'm not supposed to drink! i don't think they spiked me because gin is such a strong flavour i'd notice it and so would the girls as they all tried it.

but as exhausted as i am, on heavy codeine, and anti-d's how would i even notice if i was drunk?


...and if i'd planned to drink it would have been bourbon!!!!

the restaraunt were shitting themselves about possibly spiking me and were lovely and really cared...but then again they probably don't need me to sue. and still a bit scary for me after being so darn careful...altho also realised this week that all the vanilla syrups i've been pouring in my coffee are full of alocohol.

well. its too late now.

fingers fucking crossed!!!

almost halfway!

tomoro night is shot 12.

and i wish i could find some sort of pattern emerging to treatment and stuff, but no...except for feeling like all i do is work and sleep. last night i tried the gym and only managed 24 minutes of the lightest cardio - that is less than my usual warm up at level 6 used to be! ugh. i can feel my thighs expanding as i type...

then went home. was so tired i hardly managed to get the clothes in the new washer/dryer then was in bed by 10pm, luckily with the fiance there to cuddle me and rub my feet...so not so lonely, but wide awake by 2am, daughter popped in very drunk around 3am so at least i had someone to watch old episodes of bewitched with!

so today am exhausted. and needing more codeine.
thursday is usually my best day and i feel horrid. which usually means friday shot night will not be fun. saturday will have to be spent doing absolutely nothing (altho i want my hair touched up again badly) as the fiance's family is here from naples on sunday and we need to show them around. my idea is take them on a river boat cruise up the thames then do the london eye so i can just sit sit sit rather than walk walk walk.

and i've got the 24/7 queasies now. ginger. ginger. ginger...is my friend.